why i love nolan

because of these reasons:

1. he will beat anyone's ass for me

2. i can get f'd up for free.

3. he asks me if i have toiletries, and buts me stuff from walmart.

4. he trusts me completely.

5. his roomate gets me hookups on jobs.

6. he respects me and my needs

7. every hook up i get!!!

8. for the fact his roomate just gave us a $100 gift cerficate to go eat.. and i love food

9. he is 6'5'' and i am mob protected :)

10. he is my boy :) ;) ;)

why i love blogs

my sisters... i have always been close to my sisters in a different way. Because of the fairly significant age difference and the fact that most of their childhood was spent after I moved out, our relationship has not been that of a typical sister relationship. We are, however, close. It has been a recent spurt in internet activity that has allowed me to actually see what they are thinking. I remember I used to call home and check on Anne and ask her how school was to get the response, "fine." Did anything exciting happen today? "No." When they write, I can see what they are thinking. Even if we are miles apart, I can still get somewhat of a picture of what is going on in their heads since neither of them really talks on the phone. It is nice. We are cut from the same mold, and have similar personalities, but are different people. I would like to thank Al Gore for setting up the internet just so I can see a little more into the window that is mi hermanas!!!!!


SAY SOMETHING ELSE!!!!!

trouble in paradise

today, i had to open a bottle of coke with some plyers (pliers?) anyways, this is not the first time this particular style of coke has been difficult to open. What is coke doing?!!!!!!!

disappointment

the only men you can trust in this world are God and your daddy. Sometimes, you can't even trust your daddy, but i can trust mine. it is such a shame that men are put here on this world to protect and guide and be leaders, yet they are the ones f-ing up the majority of the time. why is this? probably cause I'm a woman, and i don't date women, therefore, they cannot piss me off, however, I have encountered some pretty shady women in my day as well. I guess my point is never trust anyone. they will more than likely let you down. this world is ridiculous. i wish i was not even here. i want to break something, but this time, instead of punching walls, i am writing. i hope this is a little more constructive.

love my people

I seriously think that I have the best friends in the world. Through the years, through everything I've been through (which I have to admit is a lot), the real ones have stuck by my side.... always... even when it has been inconvenient for them. This is a thank you to:

Julie - for knowing me better than I know myself and telling me what i need to hear, not what I want to hear.

Tanya - for never judging me and accepting me the way I am, appreciating sports, motivating me to be better than I am, and keeping me looking hot :)


Tamara - for talking to me on a regular basis, giving sound advice, lending an ear, actually listening, and understanding me. We are a lot alike.

Charmaine - for being a nerd with me (and being proud of it)

Jodi - keeping me laughing, and always having that one thing to say that makes the situation so simple.

Jodee - for talking to me and listening to me and actually having my best interests at heart.

Paul - for sticking by my side even though he didn't have to, giving me solid, fair advice, showing me a good example, understanding me and putting up with me unconditionally.

Keefer - for being Sarah's friend, and always being patient and helping me out when I needed it.


Nolan - for always having my back, and the protection he provides....sideshow bob!!!

As far as my 2 year rule goes, I have known all of these people longer than 2 years, and they have all proven true. I love you guys sooo much!!! It is nice to be blessed with such wonderful people in my life. I hope that my friendship means as much to you as yours does to me. Thanks for keeping me going!!!

no motivation

So right now, i have no motivtion for anything. I think it is because I don't have much of a purpose in life right now. This color is not working..... Anyways, that is better. My purpose consists of waiting for people to call back for jobs in ATL, sending emails and calling them. It also consists of entertaining friends, but that only lasts so long. I also cook dinner for my family, and am fixing my car, at least that is on the agenda for tomorrow. I am actually contemplating what the hell i really wanna do with my life. i know i would like to have a kid before i'm 30, but no one really seems good enough for me to go there with them. then, when i do find someone good, they do not interest me. i'm sorry, i can't be bored or i will do bad things. So I am contemplating moving back to Costa Rica. I have an opportunity to teach at a school... maybe... depending on how many kids show up. I can learn Spanish. Jeison will give me a free place to stay, but if I don't stay there, I have a few back ups - Rockin J's, Marlene's and Shannon's. Each place will be less than $150/ month which is much cheaper than living in ATL. The problem is that I don't completely understand the culture, and the people there I have not known for very long. It would be a great adventure, though, and I would learn a lot about languages, people, cooking, life, blah blah blah. I loved it down there!!! I would also spend less. The other possibility is moving back to ATL. I also love Atlanta... I have wonderful friends, that will let me stay with them until I find a job. The only problem with that is that I haven't found a job yet. I am looking, but it is not looking good so far. I thought I had a lead, but it didn't turn out to be as promising as I thought. In ATL, I would have to pay about $600/ month to live plus living expenses. It costs WAY more in ATL. I would have Paul, but that could be considered a good thing and a bad thing. who knows. The one pull to Atlanta I really have is my friend base. There are people that i actually trust there. I have a hard time trusting even Americans in Costa Rica, but it has shown me how to deal with that. Anyways, the point of this is that I am really confused and relatively unhappy. Either place I go, I will have to deal with bullshit, but I guess that is anywhere in the world. I just wish I knew the right thing to do, and all that f'n jazz... at least there is a good game on tonight. that is making me happy.

just to b#$@#

things i hate:

1. being alone
2. not having my own place
3. not having a job
4. being by myself
5. waiting
6. not being able to go home
7. the fact that the tv just went out
8. other people
9. fake people
10. being hungry
11. rrrrrrrrrrrr

for my best friend

you know who you are...
and you better read this,
cause i'm sick of you complaining
about me not posting anything!!!
this is for you...
my best friend x 3452
i'll see ya soon!



p.s. and you better comment... at least a text message... it is slowly coming back to me :)

love ya!!!


emo

lolol

so, spanish is my new challenge. My sisters and my mom are helping me with it, but after leaving a spanish speaking country, it is different. My family is not fluent in spanish. Anne and I tried to go 14 miles speaking only spanish driving in the snow.... needless to say, we laughed a lot trying to talk and ended up sliding sideways down US23... it was the snow not the spanish, though :) Rosetta Stone is also helping, but I think I am going back to Costa Rica. I have a place to stay and a few job opportunities. Plus, it will be much cheaper than living in the states. I may be back for next school year, I may not. We'll see.

On another note, today was a snow day which means nothing to me, but it was nice to have my sister and my mom home.

Yet another note, my cell phone is getting on my nerves. I am starting to wonder if it was worth the money, but I think it was. I actually hate text messaging, and before, that was all I would do.