Sunday, June 22, 2008

thanks


Well, I have to say that I used to blame my mom for a terrible childhood. I did not have a terrible childhood in any way shape or form. In fact, I think my parents were incredible. I surely did give them hell, didn't think they knew anything, resented the fact that they wouldn't let me watch TV like all my friends, but SO WHAT!!!! What I did not understand is that they were grounding me. They grounded me in two ways..... faith and family. Because of them (you), I now have a solid faith in God. I have grown over the years to realize that most of what my parents told me was right, even if I didn't want to believe it at the time. They were definitely not perfect, but they did their absolute best, and that must have taken sooooo much patience. Raising 5 completely children must have been extremely difficult. Making sure that we are all good people had to be even harder. The patience and effort it took is unbelieveable. They also instilled in me an important sense of family. Strict 6:00 family dinners, fights with brothers and sisters, unconditional love, the fact that I knew they would always be there. I can't even put into words the things that they have done for me and my brothers and sisters. They have put up with so much crap, and yet remain sane and standing. Mom and Dad, I am in awe of you today. I love you both so much. You really have no idea how much I really appreciate you. I'm just sorry it took me so long to figure that out. I have definitely learned from my mistakes, but I have learned so much from you as well. I have so much respect for you. I love you so much. Thank you again. I am the luckiest oldest daughter in the world from any family ever.

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